Monday, July 22, 2013

Choosing Joy


       Wow! I can’t believe how time is flying by! Two weeks ago, I was not looking forward to long days. However, as the week began, I developed a routine and fell in love with the children I have the privilege of serving. My days started at 8:00 a.m. when I left my apartment for New Life. We would begin our time with them in assembly for about thirty minutes. After assembly, we took trips to the neighborhood playground and park. This involved about a twenty minute walk to the park and a twenty minute walk back to the church when we finished. This walk gave us many opportunities to get to know the kids. Most of the time, I was in the back holding the boys’ hands that wouldn’t pay attention when walking. Because they were the ADHD children, I got to hear many funny conversations. One in particular didn’t stop talking even when you didn’t respond to his many questions. Also, picture a six year old Asian boy singing the wrong lyrics of Journey’s “Don’t Stop Believin’” at the top of his lungs and dancing while walking down the street. After getting to the park, I would push some of the younger girls on the swings. It was such a blessing to have this sweet time to talk with them and get a glimpse of their lives and hearts. Later in the week, the children discovered how fun water balloons are. A couple of days, I walked away with a wet spot on my shirt from where the boys thought it would be hilarious to get me wet. However, on Friday, it was a different story. One of the interns I am with was filling up their water balloons. Apparently, she started telling each child that I really wanted to get wet. I was at the swings pushing the girls when the first one came. After that, I got up to get a water balloon of my own to get him back. That was a mistake. . . One after another started coming. It continued until long after I was literally soaked from head to toe. The smiles and laughter that I heard after they “got Ms. Abby with the water balloons” was worth being drenched and not having a change of clothes. Each day after we returned from the park, the children could choose to play basketball or make a craft. After that, we would leave to grab a quick lunch before heading to the church to watch the children during the training in the afternoons.

        During the week, we have our intern small group on Wednesdays and our girls small group Thursday. I have loved this time to grow in my faith with my fellow interns. God has already been teaching me many things through it. One of these is being content and joyful in the “small things” God calls me to. It is easy for me to respond to the big things God calls me to do. People see the big things we do. It makes me feel good when someone notices and thanks me for “the difference I’m making.” However, when God calls me to push little girls on swings everyday for over an hour in the hot sun, it is a lot harder. Not many people notice that. It’s very convicting to examine where my heart really is. Do I do these things for the glory of God or for my own glory? I should be joyful and feel privileged that God would use me to push these girls on the swings.
          
Thank you, again, for your continued prayers and support throughout this month!

Please pray that:
1. I would respond when God calls me to the "little things" and do it with a cheerful heart.
2. God would continue to work in the hearts of the children going with their families on the mission field. Pray that they would understand more and more why their parents are going and find how they fit into the picture of ministry.
3. We would all have continued patience with the other interns, staff, and children.
4. I would begin feeling better soon and be able to rest since I haven't felt well the last couple of days.

Monday, July 8, 2013

Walking By Faith

     As I sat down to write, I realized I have already been here a week! There has been so much that has happened, and I can't wait to see what the Lord has planned for the rest of the month. While I feel like I have just arrived, I also feel that I have been here forever. It has been such a blessing to fit so perfectly with my other teammates, mentors, and the missionaries and their families.

     This month, while the parents are in training in the afternoons, I have the privilege of being with the three to six year olds. During our time together, we have been playing outside or in the classroom, making crafts, and going through an activity/lesson for the day. These activities relate back to things they will experience on the mission field, such as seeing new things or trying new foods.

     In addition to the time spent with the soon-to-be missionary kids, I am working at New Life Fellowship Church (http://newlifefellowship.org/http://newlifecdc.us/ ) with my ministry team.   We are going to New Life weekday mornings to help with their Summer Boost program, which strives to prevent summer learning loss for its participants. This time consists of pushing the children on swings at the community playground, assisting them with crafts, and spending time getting to know these precious children. In addition, we are also helping New Life on Sundays with their children's ministry during their 9:00 and 10:30 services. I am with the babies in the nursery. I loved spending time getting to know one of my teammates and some of the church members better while playing with the little ones!


      I have to be honest. After finding out what my weeks ahead are going to look like, I was overwhelmed. I was trying to process everything while adjusting to life in a big city away from home with people I had just met a couple of days earlier. I was praying for peace and rest, and I know many of you were praying for me as well. During my quiet time in the morning, the Lord began reminding me to trust Him. I started to realize I was looking at the entire month ahead, trying to figure out how I was going to do it in my own strength. That's why it was so overwhelming. Instead, I need to focus on the day the Lord has put in front of me and look to Him for the strength I need! After coming to this realization, these past few days have been great. However, I still have to remind myself to slow down, trust God, and rest in where He has placed me.

 If you are wondering how you can be praying, please pray that:
1. our team would continue to be rested and energized in the days ahead.
2. the little hearts we are ministering to would be softened, and they would begin to see God in a bigger way.
3. the children of the missionaries would continue to adjust to this new home they have for the month.


"For we walk by faith, not by sight." 2 Corinthians 5:7